Enchanted to meet you!

Today is November 1st, 2014, what a great day for me to start off the new month!

As you can probably guess from my title, I am listening to yet another my favourite Taylor Swift song - and she totally enchants me with this one (hint, hint). Sam Smith is another amazing and talented vocalist/singer that I have recently discovered. He enchants me with his song, I'm Not The Only One.

I finally strolled in the park for a good couple of hours (what a good exercise for a lazy bum like me!) with a good company beside me. Of course, none other than my beautiful mother - haha, sorry to disappoint folks who thought it was going to develop into a more romantic story. 

I don't recall mentioning this, hence my first time telling you a fact, but I have been dreaming things strangely more absurd and ironic - things that I have had on my mind for a slight moment or those that gave me an impression - because they kept popping up in my dreams. Could this be a coincidence? I do not believe so. As I have been single for a whole year, strangely enough, I had a lot more of my male friends/acquaintances appear in my unconsciousness while I slept past few months of nights. Weirdly, they asked me out in my previous dreams, and now I see them with their girlfriends and yet they still value the friendship with me, bordering on romance. What is the meaning of them flirting with me in my dream?

Are they taken now? For one, yes, for the other few, not really. That is why I like walking in parks - lovely trees and leaves do make me forget or rather make me reminiscent of the good times rather than dark times. Even dark times seemed to appear in a brighter aspect, had I just stayed at home and became a potato couch and watch YouTube relentlessly. Today, though, unlike other days, I was clear-headed because I was busy entertaining both of us with infinite talks - perhaps ladies can relate to what I am saying. Things that you'd say to another female counterpart, when you want the conversation to flow like we are best friends and only care about each other ('in-the-moment' thing). 

I want to dissect the meaning of my dreams that have a common theme of, reassurance of romance by other parties. Totally not true in reality but fun to deceive myself into a more attractive female, haha.
I conjecture that perhaps that is because they reflect my deepest desires, wishes, imaginations, assumptions, hatred, or regrets that I may have towards these certain persons. Or just a pure accident that helps me satisfy my own fantasy. Sometimes, that person could be a total stranger to me; but perhaps being as only dreams can justify what I have dreamt of. 
I should not be shocked at myself, because they reflect my unconsciousness, my inner brains, and my furthermore my creative mind. Sometimes, it does get awkward to think about certain dreams, but then again, it is only a dream.

Things that are around affect what I dream of - trees changing leaves, warmer/colder temperature, successful counterparts, season, time of the day, happiness of my family, etc. 
I think I was definitely on the greener side 2 years back as I crept into more evil - pun intended. 
I still am struggling to a severe degree to this day. But I am hopeful. I would, and I will get back up.